I am sure the question I am searching for an explanation to sounds childish, but currently in a state where you see everyone holding hands one minute, breaking up the next, and going back at it for more, is something everyone wants to get their hands on and figure out.
I don't quite understand why love often fulfills us, yet breaks us in every which way.
Have you ever heard of the saying, "Love Kills Slowly?"
I am trying to figure it out. Does it mean that we love until we die? If that is the case, then it must be true because seriously, life right now is living very slowly.
A quick understanding of my thoughts about this topic, is that love itself is very corrupt. We go back and forth about love and murder. We have no voice between our own feelings. This is such a hard thing to talk about because really, we don't know how to pick a side between love and well, not love! Think about that one. We cannot even choose our own when it comes love and death. I just don't understand why love is so corrupt.
I think that we all need to be alone for a long, long time. We need to be able to be ourselves before going on and making it "both of us."
I understand that it is hard. That lust is so tempting and we want to feel complete. We do not want to feel alone. Love is all about holding hands and not ever letting go forever.
Really people? Really? Get a hold of yourselves! The only way something really gets done is if we truly do it ourselves. We do not need that huge rock in the way to make us be late or annoy us. Seriously, I thought you wanted me to go along with wanting something that is not as good as chocolate. Phew...
You almost had me going there for a second.
Anyways, love is stupid. There, I said it, and I will say it again, LOVE IS STUPID. No joke. We don't even know what it is about and we think we own the whole world already. Goodness gracious. Get real!
If only we really knew that love was, what really slows us down. It steals us. It controls our feelings, gets us overwhelmed and thinks it can get the better of us. Love makes us happy right? Nope, you're wrong. Sorry, play again! It drags us around and gets the better of us. Figure it out people. I have!
The only love I can get overwhelmed with is the love of my marvelous Father, Jesus. He is the love I am always bragging over. His love is the only one that can truly satisfy me and make me happy. I cannot do anything without him or his love.
Jesus is the only love I can stand to live for. I make every moment of the day to dwell in it too.
Feeling his overflowing abundance is amazing and wonderful in every which way.
I encourage you to pray and receive his wonderful, rich blessing. It is truly amazing!
Obviously, the answer to the question is, Jesus! No hesitation about that!


